We met with you somehow. I think I visited you. You
treated me well, friendly. WE disscussed on some possible business options for
me. I explained some possible jobs and asked for your opinion. You did not give
bad reaction to my plans to live in Russia with you. You did not refuse to speak
with me like. You just told me that you did not have enough
knowledge to give me advice. I tried to find your brother to discuss
about the topic with a hope of a recommandation form him.
In the street while I was passing through a kind of
passage under a small bridge, I saw you. I was on a sidewalk but you were on the
asphlat. There was a kind of fence made of iron sticks bordering the sidewalk.
And we were walking in opposite directions. I called you for several
times. You were behaving like in real life. You had been changed dramatically.
You were ignoring me and refused to reply me. I fell in a panic suddenly and
felt deep disappointment to see you hostile again just after your that promising friendly responce. I
addressed you "please wait." But you did wait and even refused to look at my face,
just continued to walk away. And then the wall was the leg of the bridge came to
between us. I changed my direction into reverse to follow you. I was walking to
contrary direction of a massive crowd coming to me. I came to the point the wall
finishes and started to wait you there at the edge of the bridge's leg to
appear. You did not appear. You were lost like a ghost. I jumped up the fence
and involved among the cars to seek you. I called you loudy for many times.
And then I realized you in the people a bit far away, running
away carefully not to be seen to me. I started to run to you with calling your name.
And I woke up at that moment and the dream finished. My
heart was continuing to beat fast. I still had an intensive feeling of panic,
love and sarrow remained from the dream. I think dreams allow us to face
with our real feelings. They are like indicators of our inner feelings. We can
feel strongly whatever there are in our hearts without any self control
mechanisms exist while we are awaken. I could not get better for following
several minutes after I woke up.
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