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I was married with a Russian woman. The person I had loved most in my life. I loved her very much. We have had a daughter in 2009. My wonderful daughter was born. But I had been able to be with her only till her 1,5 age.

I just had problems with my stepdaughter who she was 9 when I got marry with my ex wife. My step daughter has a difficult character as well as me and it started challenges, problems and conflicts soon. She had been without father and with his very few love and attention since her 4 years old. She is a leo as zodiac sign and requires a kingdom to decree and she had always had such conditions as her mom feels responsibility in her bad fate. But I could not accept to be managed by a 9 years old girl. And I was not mature and experienced enough at parenting to manage the circumstance. An endless struggle and competition started and it leaded problems with my wife. I commented her acts as violations of my rights and tried not to give permission. Now I feel regret for some of my acts very much. Moreover I realise that in some cases I was not right and I did injustices to my step daughter as she did minor mistakes which any girl in her age could do. Poor my wife had to pay the price and took the consequences once more by destroying her life and marriage. She is so unlucky as not to have a good life and destiny till now though she deserves.

So my wife left me and turned back to Russia with the kids in 2011. After 3 years of separation we divorced with her in August 2014. And she declared she found a new lover, an Englishman from London and she got marry with him in February 2016. She says she will bring the kids to England including my daughter. Poor my daughter she has two citizenships to Russia and Turkey. She can not live in one of these her own countries but she has to be as a migrant in England instead. And the worst is that she will has spent almost all her life without her father since her 1,5.

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6/16/14

Is it the difference between women and men?

You hate me. Probably you consider and indentify me as an evil. At me nothing good but completely bad. You dont have any good memories with me. Really are you sure we have not live anything bad, you have neer been happy with me. In this case why did you wait 5 years to divorce?

But I can not consider you as bad, I can not say something bad about you. Yes we lived something bad but the period I had been with you was the best and most pleasant of my life. I miss even our the worst moment. I have wonderful memories with you and I had perfect times. You gave me a wonderful child and you have always been a perfect mother to her. I am grateful to you. You came to Buyukcekmece park and spent whole day there for me. You spend whole your day in a small shopping mall Beylikduzu Migros. You left your everything behind and came to my city to live even in difficult conditions.

I will always remember you good.

You are happy with him now and you love him. But dont forget you said also for Andrey and then for me once upon times. Be carefull please we know you were wrong with your feelings in your previous two marriages. Or your feelings and opinions are not so much stable but can be changed easily.
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