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I was married with a Russian woman. The person I had loved most in my life. I loved her very much. We have had a daughter in 2009. My wonderful daughter was born. But I had been able to be with her only till her 1,5 age.

I just had problems with my stepdaughter who she was 9 when I got marry with my ex wife. My step daughter has a difficult character as well as me and it started challenges, problems and conflicts soon. She had been without father and with his very few love and attention since her 4 years old. She is a leo as zodiac sign and requires a kingdom to decree and she had always had such conditions as her mom feels responsibility in her bad fate. But I could not accept to be managed by a 9 years old girl. And I was not mature and experienced enough at parenting to manage the circumstance. An endless struggle and competition started and it leaded problems with my wife. I commented her acts as violations of my rights and tried not to give permission. Now I feel regret for some of my acts very much. Moreover I realise that in some cases I was not right and I did injustices to my step daughter as she did minor mistakes which any girl in her age could do. Poor my wife had to pay the price and took the consequences once more by destroying her life and marriage. She is so unlucky as not to have a good life and destiny till now though she deserves.

So my wife left me and turned back to Russia with the kids in 2011. After 3 years of separation we divorced with her in August 2014. And she declared she found a new lover, an Englishman from London and she got marry with him in February 2016. She says she will bring the kids to England including my daughter. Poor my daughter she has two citizenships to Russia and Turkey. She can not live in one of these her own countries but she has to be as a migrant in England instead. And the worst is that she will has spent almost all her life without her father since her 1,5.

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8/13/12

Poor my daugter.

I learned some bad news about my daughter last week. My wife informed me on Skype that my small, sweet, lovely daughter has some health problems. Since then it has disturb me very much. I have been sadden not only for my suffer of nonappearance of my beloveds but also my baby to have health problems.

It has been detected astigmatic with her eyes and the problem of flat foot with her feet. My wife said doctors told she has to wear special orthopedic shoes life long. CAn you imagine how is it bad and difficult for a lady. Ladies may have difficulties to make a decision even among normal standart shoes which they are in millions of models. My daughter I hope will be beautiful but will have very limited choices to choose and find a beautiful model of shoes for herself. You can not know how much I got upseet with these bad news about my wonderfull daughter. Even I can write about it just now. I wanted to postpone to think, write about it.

I even can not be there. Though not to do something but even not to be with her. To support all her difficulties when she needs me to be with her as a good father. Believe me they are muh more difficult some problems about your beloveds when you are far away. You feel desperation about illnesses much stronger.
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