I never wish you to be injured in an accident even to
turn back to me.
...... it seems to me your main obstacle about me is the
lack of trust and love. But these appear in time by sharing. According to your
advice to me to find an other woman, you should advice it also to yourself. But
as lover nominee or only as a friend you give opportunity to everybody to access
you, to share something, to spend time to get your trust and love day by day but
I am behind the wall. Only I dont have such a chance and it s not fair. It s
like to close somebody's mouth and to critize him of not to be able to
sing.
I dont accuse you, it s normal and natural. You are
fragile and afraid of to live nightmares again. You are frightened. But ......
people can be changed. Perhaps only because of this the God does not decide
about us with the first sin, gives us many chances and waits. Everybody has sins
but still has hope to go to the heaven. You may be forgiven even after many
sins. I remember you refused to be together with me before the marriage according to
your religious facts. You told me it has been banned by Christ himself sexual
activity without marriage. But ...... he supported to be given one more chance to
everybody even to bad people like whores.
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