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I was married with a Russian woman. The person I had loved most in my life. I loved her very much. We have had a daughter in 2009. My wonderful daughter was born. But I had been able to be with her only till her 1,5 age.

I just had problems with my stepdaughter who she was 9 when I got marry with my ex wife. My step daughter has a difficult character as well as me and it started challenges, problems and conflicts soon. She had been without father and with his very few love and attention since her 4 years old. She is a leo as zodiac sign and requires a kingdom to decree and she had always had such conditions as her mom feels responsibility in her bad fate. But I could not accept to be managed by a 9 years old girl. And I was not mature and experienced enough at parenting to manage the circumstance. An endless struggle and competition started and it leaded problems with my wife. I commented her acts as violations of my rights and tried not to give permission. Now I feel regret for some of my acts very much. Moreover I realise that in some cases I was not right and I did injustices to my step daughter as she did minor mistakes which any girl in her age could do. Poor my wife had to pay the price and took the consequences once more by destroying her life and marriage. She is so unlucky as not to have a good life and destiny till now though she deserves.

So my wife left me and turned back to Russia with the kids in 2011. After 3 years of separation we divorced with her in August 2014. And she declared she found a new lover, an Englishman from London and she got marry with him in February 2016. She says she will bring the kids to England including my daughter. Poor my daughter she has two citizenships to Russia and Turkey. She can not live in one of these her own countries but she has to be as a migrant in England instead. And the worst is that she will has spent almost all her life without her father since her 1,5.

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3/7/14

Can steel have a chance against ice?

When a woman gets offended once, she loses her love for you, nothing can change this. It is certain and permanent. You can never repair her love. Whatever you do, even if you are better then you were when she fell in love with youonce upon times, even f you treat her better now she never turns back to you. She never gives you once more chance-or to herself.-

But look at men, not only me but all during the history. It is so easy propitiate them back after any faulty of a beloved woman. Even if a woman left him, she may tun back to him and restart the affair in most cases. Her chance to be forgiven is much more by the former lover. Not because of men's impudence. Women call this difference as womanly pride but the genius Freud explains uch cases with the difference of self confidence. Men's loves can be repaired easily like a car made of metal.

I think women's love is made of ice meanwhile unlikely men's which made of steel. There are too many examples of sacrifices of men for women. We utilize the marvelous masterpieces of loving composers, artists, poets. Loving emperors, kings, politicians or businessmen have given up from their everything and took great risks for their beloveds. Countless men could not forget their great loves during the history and devoted their whole lifes to those women. But is there any example, music, novel, poem or game created for a man by a woman? So I think we can say men's loves are more solid, reliable and doughty. But is it stronger? We got the answer by Titanic incident.

After a crash women's love get pieces and then melt into the ocean. It becomes water again to be formed ice once more later for somebody else. But man's love remains as an useless wreck to him to occupy his heart forever.

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