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I was married with a Russian woman. The person I had loved most in my life. I loved her very much. We have had a daughter in 2009. My wonderful daughter was born. But I had been able to be with her only till her 1,5 age.

I just had problems with my stepdaughter who she was 9 when I got marry with my ex wife. My step daughter has a difficult character as well as me and it started challenges, problems and conflicts soon. She had been without father and with his very few love and attention since her 4 years old. She is a leo as zodiac sign and requires a kingdom to decree and she had always had such conditions as her mom feels responsibility in her bad fate. But I could not accept to be managed by a 9 years old girl. And I was not mature and experienced enough at parenting to manage the circumstance. An endless struggle and competition started and it leaded problems with my wife. I commented her acts as violations of my rights and tried not to give permission. Now I feel regret for some of my acts very much. Moreover I realise that in some cases I was not right and I did injustices to my step daughter as she did minor mistakes which any girl in her age could do. Poor my wife had to pay the price and took the consequences once more by destroying her life and marriage. She is so unlucky as not to have a good life and destiny till now though she deserves.

So my wife left me and turned back to Russia with the kids in 2011. After 3 years of separation we divorced with her in August 2014. And she declared she found a new lover, an Englishman from London and she got marry with him in February 2016. She says she will bring the kids to England including my daughter. Poor my daughter she has two citizenships to Russia and Turkey. She can not live in one of these her own countries but she has to be as a migrant in England instead. And the worst is that she will has spent almost all her life without her father since her 1,5.

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3/19/14

Let the west back out of Russia.

My wife started to address me as "my darling" in some her e mails or SMSs. To gibe with me. She did not do it when we were really darling. As a joke it was impossible her to use this worthy word to a stranger. And also it is because of she respected everybody, she was serious, chilly and attentive to be avioded to make such jokes. She is real, honest and clear to everybody whether she loves or not.

Even one time she wrote that "you fucked my love to you." She never used that word in our good days. Even when we did it she always used "to make love". She even got angry to me if I used such a word. She was too polite to talk dirty things.

She writes "u" as "you" and "r" as "are" now. As youth of popular banal culture do it in cyber. She placed value everything, took seriously and she had respect to everything in past, even words and letters. After we broke up she have had many new friends from internet. She started to spend time with those men for many hours in Skype, her blog, Youtube, Facebook etc every day. They spread their ugly habits, bad style. My wife has her original pure, clean, innocent and conservative style. Russian and oriental. Real, honest and decent. Indications of western impudent, pert and foolish culture never suits her.

Those men are threat not only to me but also for her but just she is not aware of this yet.

I am very glad with western sanctions to Russia over Crimea crisis.


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