Justice of love.

Whatever I do, whatever I say, I dont have any chance for you now. All the acts and words which made you fall in love with me lost their effect on you now. Even you give negative responce to them now. I wonder very much what was the factor caused you to love me then. What is empty now. Something romantic and impressive I did then, you dont allow me to show now. I am banned to approach you now. And they seem empty with me now. Not because of I dont want to behave so now, but just you have a trasparent armor now. You want to keep me away from you. You expect me to be formal. My beloved what happened to your feelings suddenly? How can they be disappointed at that moment when you decided to leave me? But to get on metro together is still romantic and pleasant for me I felt my last day in Russia. The same things can make me feel love for you still though everything bad I have lived with you, though you treat me so bad. Sometimes I feel like you still love me at least a bit. But sometimes you look at me hostile. I can not be sure about your feelings for me.

Any other man has much more chance for my wife. He may approach you and do something romantic which you banned only to me. He may win you not because of he is better than me but just because of he is free to do everything romantic and you are free to realize. I dont have an opportunity for equal conditions to compete with all the other men for my wife. Einstein said it s more difficult to disintegrate prejudgements in human brain than to disintegrate atom. But it s too unfair when it s about love.

Common opinion about men and women is wrong. You are much less sensitive and emotional ladies. It s enough to check the history with many examples. What men can do for love, what to dare to loose, which difficulties to put up. But women have always choosen the love promises most benefit in all historical love stories. I live for my feelings. I am for my feelings and that s why I have difficulties to understand you, feelings to exist to obey you.