How do you identify yourself now, as completely single and ready for a new man or in an interapted marriage? What is your concept for me in your mind? What should it be in your opinion? What will happen to us in the following days? What do you want? What do you expect and plan about us? What do you advice for us? Will we live without a love and sex life forever? Or do you think we both should be with somebody else? How a love and sex life you advice to me and to yourself? What is considered good and correct by you in our intimate lifes? Please share your opnion with me. I need it. What is your mentality, your rules of your moral values and religion in such a case we live now? Is it a case requires faithfullness or are we free to do everything at this stage? And the most important thing, what will you do? Sooner or later will I learn one day, there is a man in your heart eighter in your bed? Or will I never learn it even if it happens and continue to wait you as faithfull desperately?
Did I destroy your trust to men as you said or to yourself? In my opinion the only problem in your marriages is lack of your enough love to your husbands perhaps. I never ignore and refuse you loved me. And you did many things can be considered as sacrificing, you took risks and put up difficulties. But perhaps you did them partly not for me personally and your love to me but just to save your marriage as an enterprise. I know there are many ladies try to keep and save their marriages though they dont have any love for the husbands. Like your mom does and my mom did. Any marriage needs love to tolorate bad moments by each other. Love generates more love and may preserve itself but the lack of love causes you hate him more and more with every his movements. They are both like rolling snowballs. I am talking about a real strong love like you have for your daughters, or I have for you to look your photos and kiss them still now.
About me? I will continue to refuse and resist for an other woman else you. Constantly, as long as you will give me any chance even only to have dreams about you to be mine again. Till you will prevent even my dreams. I realized that it was stupidness I considered and planned I had to find an other woman and to be happy with her. I can never find a better woman because non them can be better than the beloved one. Whoever I may find, I will not prefer to you. I will continue to miss you. And as I told you, happiness without love is impossible.
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